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Thursday, September 6, 2007

" 回忆的画面 在荡着秋千梦开始不甜 你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远 或许命运的签只让我们遇见..."
While listening to this song,i browse through my hotmail.I opened a folder named "photos" since i created this hotmail account.Oh my...i shouldn't have take a look at those pictures.Irritating! haha.Yeah,those stupid and idoitic memories came back to my mind,ass,i really hated my past.Those friendships..relationship...whatever. Those are just stupid things that happen in my life,hais....perhaps i am saying all these bullshit because i really missed my life few years back....
I used to have wonderful friends...wonderful memories,but as time goes by...my life is totally ruined.I hated to have close friendships,as i couldn't trust anyone anymore.I really hated my life,(except for the part where my current relationship with my boy is fine)especially this year.God,it seems like all sort of unlucky things is happening to me..you see..my friendship is ruined,my dad is sick,i found my ex two timing me.I was so fu*ked up with my life,but sucide isn't the way to solve problems.HEE. Now i got better ways to solve all these craps.
Ruined Friendship- Just hack care them,let them be,i can live without them..whatever..
Found my ex 2-time me-come on,he's not my husband,just dump him to the rubbish bin and let rubbish collector to collect him.There's always someone better.
As for my dad,i really don't know what to do with it,but if anyone is so unlucky like me,please learn my steps ! As time passes,you will find that you actually don't really need them.=).
Overall,i still appreciate those friends who are willing to stand by my side,and be my friends.Love yaa.. I'm sorry if my words hurt anyone,but this is my feelings toward the failure this year. So,i got to buck up and CHIONG for my GCE "O" Level! I am not gotta disappoint my family and my boy. So.........i will stop blogging for now.............................

我爱你 froze in time on 9/06/2007 08:17:00 PM


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This is me
`I'M 19
`D.O.B : 09Nov90
`Graduated from BNSS
`Studying In NYP (2nd Yr)
`Diploma of Business Management(Retail)
`In a relationship

'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him.

This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008*

**..His Last Smile..**
> .さ。よ。な。ら
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I just like it!
1. Money!
2. BF
3. Family
4. Handphones
5. Sports =/
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The Band I'm In Love With
Mayday 五月天
My one and only
Nohara Shinnosuke
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