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Thursday, May 15, 2008

Day by day have passed, i have already study in my new school for a month already. Recently i have been busying doing my projects and tutorials. Than usually saturday and sundays i will either go out with my boyfriend or stay at home to do my homeworks. I haven't been taking a real look at my dad. Just now i have notice that my dad is getting slimmer and weaker. Just now when i touch him, i can feel his bones, it's seems like there's only skin and some flesh covering his bone. I feel really sad. I remember that time he said he wanted to bring mummy to overseas to have their holidays when he recovers. I really hope that his dream can come true. I hope the cancer cells and really left his body, but why instead of that, his cancer cells is spreading and spreading. His orignal weight is almost 80kg, now he's only 50+ kg. Soon, he will be slimmer than me. I really don't want to see that. My grandfather passed away due to cancer, i don't want that to happen to my dad again. I want him to live long, till he can see his children all successful in career, and have their own family. I want him to leave without regret. Really hoping for that.
Everytime i see my classmates all talking about which country that they have just came back from, i am really very envy. Though my family can afford to travel overseas but because my dad is really very engrossed into his job, and he couldn't leave his company because his is the managing person there, his boss can't really manage the company, he can only invest.
We have no chance to go travelling together. If i can turn back time, i really hope that i can keep pestering my dad to go travelling with us. Now everything is too late. Hais.
Praying...
P r a y i n g....
Get Well Soon Dad.
Qianru loves you.

我爱你 froze in time on 5/15/2008 08:05:00 PM


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This is me
`I'M 19
`D.O.B : 09Nov90
`Graduated from BNSS
`Studying In NYP (2nd Yr)
`Diploma of Business Management(Retail)
`In a relationship

'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him.

This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008*

**..His Last Smile..**
> .さ。よ。な。ら
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I just like it!
1. Money!
2. BF
3. Family
4. Handphones
5. Sports =/
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My one and only
Nohara Shinnosuke
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