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Monday, October 22, 2007

1 MORE DAY TO GCE "O" LEVEL! hehe.Read and memorising my chemistry like mad for these days,and i neglected my history.HEE.2 days never see my dear...hmmm..grow fat le hor.hehe..me too,i had add on 2 kg this few weeks.haha.Exam week ma,no choice,wait till my exam is gone,i will run around the whole Singapore to slim down.HOHO.

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Muacks,my dear loves this.=D




我爱你 froze in time on 10/22/2007 10:57:00 PM

Sunday, October 21, 2007

phew..3 more days to O levels.I have been rushing my Art recently and neglected my other subjects,i don't know why...but i really don't feel anxious.I am really disappointed for my Practical,especially Chemistry.HAIS.It seems like no matter how hard i work,it's pointless.I keep thinking,what if i work so hard for it,but in the end,i still failed..What if i pass,but with a lousy point which can get me to no where..what if i really failed,how am i going to face my relatives...what if..what if...
Recently i felt that i neglected my boyfriend.Everytime when he calls me up,just to say "i miss you" but i really not in the mood to miss him,im sorry my dear,i think im not really "into" our relationship,i was somehow...like being distracted..by this major exam.I feel sad whenever i meet some questions which i don't understand nor get the answer wrong.Sometimes i even cry over a few maths questions which i don't know how to do."I am useless".................
Chemistry paper is on next Wednesday,follow by History....and so on....
can i just wave my white flag and say "I am DEAD already, don't bother me with those stupid exams!!!" ...
i know i can't.come on,i need some concern.

我爱你 froze in time on 10/21/2007 12:23:00 AM

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Today i left my water bottle in school! haha.Stupid man.Anyway,forget it.So tired,can't have a good sleep recently,i'm too stress bout coming O levels.HEE.
After my History remedial,my BF and i went to food court for a meal,then we went to MS to watch movie,HAA.I saw firdaus zakaria[sorry if i spell wrong].It seems like whenever i go with my BF i will see him.hhaa.Dear finally got to watch Resident Evil :Extinction.Quite a nice show actually,especially when she killed the zombie with two knives.woah,cool man! hehe.Deardear also bought me a set of Crayon Shin Chan toys! SO CUTE! I LOVE IT,thanks dear.muacks!


When we're at MS GV

Crayon Shin Chan ! =)


He's escaping! xp



my baby sleeping!Cute!


My O level canvas



























我爱你 froze in time on 10/10/2007 11:07:00 PM

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

hmm,i haven't been updating my blog recently as i was busy doing revisions.I really hope that i can pass my chemistry,i don't want to fail my combined science just because my chemistry is weak,so ever since i got my prelim results.Im dying to improve my chem.Stress.Hahaha.Just now i read a magzine,it wrote " You won't feel stress,unless you yourself keep thinking about how stressful you are,"i find the sentence correct.haha.
Yesterday is my 6th months with my boy,because i have remedial classes till 4pm +,i have asked him to go home and have a rest first before i go meet him for a dinner.I thought we'll have a wonderful evening together,but everything was spoilted due some problems.Instead of having dinner together,i straight went home with a empty stomach.Yeah,as usual,he don't understand why i angry.I was so disappointed.I asked him to go home and forget about having dinner with me,and he really went off.I went in my room,and cried.It was the first time ,he leave me without making me smile.I was so upset,but after awhile,he called and asked me to go to the doorstep.I was surprised that he went off to buy dinner for me from Fish & Co.I thought he have already went home......so in the end,we have had our dinner together,though it may not be a happy day for us,but at least after today,i will never ever regret having a boyfriend like you. Sorry to make you cry again.I'm sorry my dear,i love you.

我爱你 froze in time on 10/02/2007 08:35:00 PM


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