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Friday, April 24, 2009

My elder brother's back from NS today, and created havoc in the house.
Metal chairs flying across the living room, wooden chairs are in the kitchen are being smashed, the 18 years old fan was destroyed, the monitor was being smacked too.
Water are all around the floor, i guess that's not a clean water...must be the water from his fish tank.
Discs all thrown around.
My feet got bruised.
Overall, I had a really bad day.
If my boyfriend wasn't around at my house during that time, I may have died.
I really have the urge to fight with him, I know it's kind of funny, but I really want him dead.
I don't care who the hell he is, I don't care whether I can fight him or not...I just want to give him back what he had given us all these years. All the sufferings.
I don't wish for a caring and loving brother. All I wish is that he can be a human with heart.
He's just too heartless.
And....the reason for why he created all these today is because my mom added sand into his fish tank. THAT'S ALL. This is the reason. Finding it stupid? Yeah, I agreed, but what can I do...?

I feel like joining Kickboxing as CCA in school.

我爱你 froze in time on 4/24/2009 11:37:00 PM

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Few weeks later, I will have to go back to the same old place again, hugging all my damn lecture notes. Hais, thinking of that..I feel like dying. Hee.
Recently I keep roaming around with my boyfriend, to East Coast, to Plaza Singapura, Suntec,Vivo..etc.
Today I watched Shinjuku Incident with him.
Kinda..boring, cos since the lead actor was Jacky Chan I expect some fighting scene, but it has disappoint me by using .. chairs, tables, and all sort of things that can be used to throw. Oh ya, their main weapon is long knife, like samurai sword.
Hope that the upcoming Fast & Furious 4 will be a nice show. If not I'll strangle Jeff, haa, his fault again.
Oh yeah, Jeff finally bring his nephew's photo today to show me. He's a pretty boy. 16 days old. Don't have golden hair, instead, brown hair. No blue eyes too. All brown. Hee, weird description. Anyway, I want to have such a cute baby too =D..



我爱你 froze in time on 4/09/2009 12:17:00 AM

Monday, April 6, 2009

School is going to start soon,..boring
Recently, my boyfriend's nephew was born, heh, I wanted to see the baby so badly, because he's a Eurasian,..I think so. Father is from Europe (don't know which country) and mom is a Indonesian. Envy my boyfriend man.
How I wish I can find a Caucasian boyfriend, so that in future my baby will look good. he he. Oops. Hope that Jeff never see this column, aiya, anyway he's used to it, because I always say that to him.
I wanna go London 2 years later!
Yes I will go.
Mom already promised me that. =D

我爱你 froze in time on 4/06/2009 12:05:00 AM


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This is me
`I'M 19
`D.O.B : 09Nov90
`Graduated from BNSS
`Studying In NYP (2nd Yr)
`Diploma of Business Management(Retail)
`In a relationship

'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him.

This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008*

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