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Sunday, October 21, 2007

phew..3 more days to O levels.I have been rushing my Art recently and neglected my other subjects,i don't know why...but i really don't feel anxious.I am really disappointed for my Practical,especially Chemistry.HAIS.It seems like no matter how hard i work,it's pointless.I keep thinking,what if i work so hard for it,but in the end,i still failed..What if i pass,but with a lousy point which can get me to no where..what if i really failed,how am i going to face my relatives...what if..what if...
Recently i felt that i neglected my boyfriend.Everytime when he calls me up,just to say "i miss you" but i really not in the mood to miss him,im sorry my dear,i think im not really "into" our relationship,i was somehow...like being distracted..by this major exam.I feel sad whenever i meet some questions which i don't understand nor get the answer wrong.Sometimes i even cry over a few maths questions which i don't know how to do."I am useless".................
Chemistry paper is on next Wednesday,follow by History....and so on....
can i just wave my white flag and say "I am DEAD already, don't bother me with those stupid exams!!!" ...
i know i can't.come on,i need some concern.

我爱你 froze in time on 10/21/2007 12:23:00 AM


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'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him.

This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008*

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