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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

ohh man,today is a terrible day for me,lazy to explain why..
hehe.
I was listening to Jay's Feng , it is a old song but it never fails to make me cry.This song is really sad,especially when i'm thinking about 4 days later my Dear will be going back to Indonesia for Chinese New Year,SOB. 1 Week leh.I'm wondering whether i'll be sobbing everyday when he's not at my side.
Last year when he went to Hong Kong,i also cried.Especially the moment he's going to board the plane.This time, i couldn't send him off cos i'll be working that day.Hais.This is the disadvantage of having a foreigner boyfriend,isn't it? Often have to be apart from him.Hais.
Just now he told me,his dad wants him to go back Indonesia 3 years later after getting his diploma.Then how bout me?! How bout me?! ...........
No worries.No one know what will happen in future.3 years later will we still be together..?...
Aiyo,stop bullshitting.hehe.We'll last! hehe.


Till the heaven tear us apart,if not we'll be lover till the end of the life.
Our promise.

我爱你 froze in time on 1/30/2008 12:45:00 AM

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Today I feel so blissful.
I finally decided which courses to choose.WOOhoo!


This morning i dreamt that my mom hugging me for no reason.

Maybe something happy happened,i don't really know.

This morning she came in to my room and talk a lot of things to me while I'm still asleep,but i can hear her voice,i know she's beside me.Before she went out with dad,she planted a kiss my forehead,and say sleep well. I took a peek while she's kissing me.
I was finally woken up by my in-charge's call,but I'm not sure whether the kiss is reality or dream.
It's seems so long my mom last kissed me until today.
That makes my day so special.
I thought the kiss was just a dream,until i went home and ask her whether she really kissed me a not,she say yes.My heart smiles.


I know ever since I'm in Secondary School I always make my parents worry for me all day long,especially Secondary 2 and 3. Until Sec 4 , then i finally set my goals.I don't want to disappoint them any more.I want to turn over a new leaf.I guess i finally reaches my goal.Today.


As for my work,actually I'm so glad to have a bunch of friendly colleagues.Working with them makes my time go so fast.hee. I LOVE U ALL!






Two more days to our 10th months anniversary.
Aren't you happy my dear.
I love you still as much as the day we're togther.
M U A C K.


我爱你 froze in time on 1/29/2008 12:34:00 AM

Thursday, January 24, 2008


Updating...............................
I received my result slip.Finally man.I've been awaiting for this day for so long.
Though my result is not consider a good result,but to me,it's the best result i ever got in my secondary school life.
My prelim's L1R4 is 22.
My GCE O level is 17.
Improved by 5 points.
My English Language got B4.This is the most shocking result for me,because all along i've been failing all my English Tests and Exams,even my prelim English score is far worsen then this time.Prelim i got E8 for English Language.
Combined Humanties-B3
E Mathematics - B4
Combined Science - C5
Art & Design - B3
Mother Tongue - B3
Chinese (Oral) - Dist
Today is the last day i step into BNSS as their student.
Im graduate!
I'll still miss this school.
5 years man,it's long enough.
The sad thing is ...i cannot go into my dream course.
SIAN!! haha

我爱你 froze in time on 1/24/2008 05:40:00 PM


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This is me
`I'M 19
`D.O.B : 09Nov90
`Graduated from BNSS
`Studying In NYP (2nd Yr)
`Diploma of Business Management(Retail)
`In a relationship

'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him.

This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008*

**..His Last Smile..**
> .さ。よ。な。ら
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I just like it!
1. Money!
2. BF
3. Family
4. Handphones
5. Sports =/
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The Band I'm In Love With
Mayday 五月天
My one and only
Nohara Shinnosuke
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