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Monday, March 3, 2008

man,i am down with flu once again,maybe is due to the rain in the morning while i am walking to work.Today is another cold day for us,raining plus extra cold air con at Bugis Junction.Again not much customers today...but finally,tommorrow is our last day of sales.
Today is my elder brother's 19 birthday,but i didn't manage to get a present for you-so sorry.
Neither do i attend your little celebration at home,due to work.
Though my kind in charge let me go early,but i still missed it.When i reach home,kor is studying hard for tommorrow's exam,and dad is asleep already.
This morning,dad bought mum and me our breakfast.He was telling my mum, don't always treat him like a normal person,he said he really can't be a normal person.He cannot eat chicken,beef,spicy food,msg food,oily food,fried food,no seafood and too much of his favorites he couldn't eat anymore. He couldn't do his favorite work,he couldn't drive us around,he couldn't stay healthy anymore.Ever since early of last year,my dad have been fighting against the death god,fighting against his 7-cm big cancer cell on his lung.He have been very brave.He have survive a year plus,instead of the few months the doctor told him...but now,i can feel that he's giving up...he's giving up..............
He told me, gugu(my aunt) said, once you closed your eyes,you will be able to let go everything in front of you.If you keep opening your eyes,you can see the reality,things that you still couldn't let go,i know u feel like letting go,but dad,i don't want.I don't want to let you go,i want you to stay,stay by my side.I want you to see me marrying with the man i could rely and love.I still want you to hold my hand through my future wedding ceremony.I still want that......that's my wish all along.I know i'm selfish,but i got no choice,i really don't want to stop our fate here.No way..................................
I wanted to tell all this to my dad, but i just don't know how to say.
I am quiting my job soon,so that i can spend more time at home,wait for me okay?
I am trying my best to save lots of money so that when u're recover,we can go travelling to Europe,don't give up for the sake of me........pls........................................................

我爱你 froze in time on 3/03/2008 10:57:00 PM


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This is me
`I'M 19
`D.O.B : 09Nov90
`Graduated from BNSS
`Studying In NYP (2nd Yr)
`Diploma of Business Management(Retail)
`In a relationship

'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him.

This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008*

**..His Last Smile..**
> .さ。よ。な。ら
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1. Money!
2. BF
3. Family
4. Handphones
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My one and only
Nohara Shinnosuke
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