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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Updating updating, although i know there's not much people who is so free to read my blog,never mind, i just love to talk lots of nonsense.=D.Bear with me! hehe
Till today, i am still unable to interact with people in my class, but anyway, so what if we interact well, we are going to separate from next year onwards. I am still very confuse about the Accounting my mentor is teaching,and jeff was lazy to teach me,such a lazy pig! hehe.
Recently i notice that a guy in our lecture class was always alone.
He's a VERY average looking, quite big size, wearing spects.100% nerdy boy.Don't worry,i am not going to gossip about him =) . Just that i really pity him.
He's always neglected by his classmates. Just like me. Everyone thinks that i am a very poisonous person thanks to my look( Too fierce already).
Okay, back to him, i always find him playing Nintendo DS himself, go in lecture room and tend to sit alone,he tries to communicate with his classmates but often ignored. I wonder why people tend to judge people by it's look,i mean like, it's not what we want, or we want our look to be like this. People will feel really hurt when they tries to make friends, yet being treated like glass. Invisable.
I, myself experience this everyday.
I know how it feels. This feeling really sucks to core.
Forget it, now all i want is straight As and a honour-ed Diploma from my course! haha. ( It's damn difficult to complete this task)
After graduation, of course the best thing is to further my studies in Sg University. Current goal in life.Phew. Tired of yakking so much. haha. GOOD-BYE. TAG ME PLS.LEAVE YOUR NAME TOO!

我爱你 froze in time on 4/30/2008 10:08:00 PM

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Today i finally learnt my accounting, and i didn't fall asleep for my economics class. HEE. Though i am still confuse about the things that my mentor have taught,but luckily i still manage to get everything right...and hope that tomorrow 's presentation for oral com, i won't tremble hehe..

I just found my hamster dead about 9.10pm.
He was so skinny already,look so weak.
It's so scary when i see his condition.
My heart breaks. I am so sorry i did not send him to the Pet's doctor,and allow him to suffer the pain.




" I feel so guilty for your death,hopefully you can go to a better place,i am sorry my baby. Good Bye...."

我爱你 froze in time on 4/23/2008 09:25:00 PM

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Phew, i just came back from hell. My god, no peace for me at all. Ever since school starts, my only friend and i was totally being neglected at a corner. Those group of girls doesn't want to mix with us, like as if we're poison. The lecturers talk as fast as the bullet shoots.I can't catch up. My personal Mentor said that if we don't buck up and work hard for Year 1 we may have high chance repeating our modules depending on which one we failed,and, the most stressing part - If our overall results for our exam did not get "well done" we might not have the chance to go into the focused course we want. I might take HR management,but i heard that course is the most popular. Oh god. Today is only the second day in school. Don't stress me up.....
After school, i went to Suntec with Jeff to buy his router.Everything is fine until when we're going home. We quarrelled.Yeah, this time is my fault, i was too tired to explain everything. Very tired,sticky and sleepy.Since our school reopen we have been quarreling almost every night.This is what make me really regret being in the same school as him. I regreted going into NYP really. hais..

When i'm home, after washing up, i would like to have a peaceful dinner, than i saw my elder brother washed his hands and splash all the water droplets on the floor, i just asked him not to do that as slippery floor make people fall. Don't treat our home like public toilet man.He got pissed off and started throwing the pears on the floor,and he even wanted to throw at me when i'm at living room. Luckily the pear missed me and hit the chair instead.Dad's sitting beside me, he ask me to sit down,don't quarrel with him. Oh my,it's his fault man.Why must i bear? Simply because i cannot fight him . He learnt Wushu for 4 years, his body and size is giantic.How can i win? He even destroyed our dinner by smashing every food he sees. His action really make me flare up. How can he waste the food like this when people in other countries are worrying when can they have a full meal to fill their hunger. I really couldn't stand it. We should save food even more than the past, not wasting. Why?? Why am i living in a place like this....................................

我爱你 froze in time on 4/16/2008 08:24:00 PM

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Hey hey I'm back to update my blog.Let me continue my previous blog regarding my orientation.Today i jabo my orientation just to avoid being wet or dirty.Seriously, poly life is not as good as i think, need to meet new friends,get used to new environment,remember all our tutorial class, lecture 's location. Oh my god. The worst part is, my class have 30 students, unlike Jeff's class only have 17 classmates. So good, and they're easy to get along. Unlike mine,eew, totally sucks. Maybe is because i can't make any friends yet.Sometimes i really hated the fact i am a girl,because girls tend to stick the friend who can bring them fame in class or in school.See, the 1st day in school i already being neglected thanks to my look.Unlike guys,the make friends really easy.Haha,i don't know having a pretty girl in my class is a good news or bad news,whatever,I really envy people who are born beauty or rich. Why i cannot be one of them? SAD.........sometimes god is unfair.I'm not good looking,not rich,not clever. I am always being cheated.ALWAYS. Life really sucks man.Haaaa,but no matter what, i have got something that other people don't have. That is my lovely boyfriend. He never fails to make me smile nor give up on me. ....The end.

我爱你 froze in time on 4/12/2008 12:36:00 AM

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

Today will be the last day i can slack around after O level exams. Recently than i realise that almost 5 months have passed after i have graduated. Time passed really fast when i am working with GG<5. class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">HEE. Yesterday i just went to school to buy my laptop, though it is not really the laptop i like, but as long as can use that's enough already because my parents couldn't spend as and when they like anymore. Tomorrow will be the first day of my orientation,so worry...worry that i can't make a friend...I don't know why but i really couldn't make friends easily.Some more tomorrow I'll have high possibilities meeting a group of strangers. Oh my god. Scary...I missed the days in secondary school...hmm..but also wanted to hop into poly's life as soon as possible.

我爱你 froze in time on 4/09/2008 08:43:00 PM

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

1st April 2008, Happy April Fool's Day! Haha. It's me and my boyfriend first anniversary. He bought a necklace from SK , and 3 stalk of beautiful roses for me. Though we don't have dinner in fancy restaurant nor we have a heavy date or something that other couples might be doing. Instead we went to sentosa to have our little barbecue and set up a tent of our own to relax our minds there. Hee..It's seems like a cheap date, but it wasn't.Then after 7.30pm we packed up and went home~ hehe. Having a good digital camera on hand is such a wonderful thing.Thanks to Jeff's dad! haha. Enjoy my photos. =D
In the bus, on the way to Vivo City.

Nice shot huh..
DA-daaa.... it's me. hehe
Lonely BBq




The End, are you falling asleep already?
Yes, i do. haha. Not because of the photos, but it's because it's too late already. GOOD NIGHT.




我爱你 froze in time on 4/01/2008 11:41:00 PM


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This is me
`I'M 19
`D.O.B : 09Nov90
`Graduated from BNSS
`Studying In NYP (2nd Yr)
`Diploma of Business Management(Retail)
`In a relationship

'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him.

This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008*

**..His Last Smile..**
> .さ。よ。な。ら
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