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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Phew, i just came back from hell. My god, no peace for me at all. Ever since school starts, my only friend and i was totally being neglected at a corner. Those group of girls doesn't want to mix with us, like as if we're poison. The lecturers talk as fast as the bullet shoots.I can't catch up. My personal Mentor said that if we don't buck up and work hard for Year 1 we may have high chance repeating our modules depending on which one we failed,and, the most stressing part - If our overall results for our exam did not get "well done" we might not have the chance to go into the focused course we want. I might take HR management,but i heard that course is the most popular. Oh god. Today is only the second day in school. Don't stress me up.....
After school, i went to Suntec with Jeff to buy his router.Everything is fine until when we're going home. We quarrelled.Yeah, this time is my fault, i was too tired to explain everything. Very tired,sticky and sleepy.Since our school reopen we have been quarreling almost every night.This is what make me really regret being in the same school as him. I regreted going into NYP really. hais..

When i'm home, after washing up, i would like to have a peaceful dinner, than i saw my elder brother washed his hands and splash all the water droplets on the floor, i just asked him not to do that as slippery floor make people fall. Don't treat our home like public toilet man.He got pissed off and started throwing the pears on the floor,and he even wanted to throw at me when i'm at living room. Luckily the pear missed me and hit the chair instead.Dad's sitting beside me, he ask me to sit down,don't quarrel with him. Oh my,it's his fault man.Why must i bear? Simply because i cannot fight him . He learnt Wushu for 4 years, his body and size is giantic.How can i win? He even destroyed our dinner by smashing every food he sees. His action really make me flare up. How can he waste the food like this when people in other countries are worrying when can they have a full meal to fill their hunger. I really couldn't stand it. We should save food even more than the past, not wasting. Why?? Why am i living in a place like this....................................

我爱你 froze in time on 4/16/2008 08:24:00 PM


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This is me
`I'M 19
`D.O.B : 09Nov90
`Graduated from BNSS
`Studying In NYP (2nd Yr)
`Diploma of Business Management(Retail)
`In a relationship

'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him.

This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008*

**..His Last Smile..**
> .さ。よ。な。ら
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I just like it!
1. Money!
2. BF
3. Family
4. Handphones
5. Sports =/
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The Band I'm In Love With
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My one and only
Nohara Shinnosuke
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