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Monday, June 9, 2008

Today i went jogging with Jeff - my bf. He was unexpectedly jogging faster than i thought. As,he always hated to exercise. 3 more days he will be going to Hong Kong to attend his cousin's wedding.Haa, his poor brother got to stay in Sg due to the project he have to complete before school reopen.(T.T) 2 more days my friend will be in NS, and i have yet to meet him. Feeling guilty for not meeting him. =.=" I am broke recently, and was unable to buy anything since GSS started,..irritating. Now than i realise it's good to stay at home forever, as this is the place that i can sleep as long as i wanted to, eat whatever i want, watch tv, relax.So good...
The Impact of Cancer
This is my dad, 2 years ago, when he didn't know that he have diagnose Lung Cancer.
I missed his healthy smiles.....
This is my mom and dad, taken on the 25 Jan 2008.
Soon after, his bad cells, spread to his brain.
That causes brain cancer.
These days while i am at home, i was trying hard to cheer up my dad, he seems to be so bored lying on the bed all day long, but he got no choice as he couldn't stand up too long.Till yesterday, he said he felt that his right part of the lung is very painful, i can see he's suffering badly, i really want to share his pain, so that he won't be so painful. He keep vomiting, he couldn't eat anything the whole day, he's getting slimmer and slimmer,........I really wanted to do something that can help him, but i don't know what to do. I was so sad about that.
Slow death is much more suffering that those who have instant death.
.....i just couldn't let my dad go....because i trusted that he will still recover one day,he will fulfil me dreams right? ........
dad, keep going. Your family loves you......very much..

我爱你 froze in time on 6/09/2008 10:36:00 PM


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This is me
`I'M 19
`D.O.B : 09Nov90
`Graduated from BNSS
`Studying In NYP (2nd Yr)
`Diploma of Business Management(Retail)
`In a relationship

'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him.

This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008*

**..His Last Smile..**
> .さ。よ。な。ら
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I just like it!
1. Money!
2. BF
3. Family
4. Handphones
5. Sports =/
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The Band I'm In Love With
Mayday 五月天
My one and only
Nohara Shinnosuke
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