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Sunday, June 22, 2008

On Friday , 20 June 2008, i woke up at 9.30am and went to SGH with my mom to visit my dad, when we reach there, he's sleeping soundly.
About 1.45pm, the paramedics came with a bed and pushed my dad into a private ambulance.
Hais, i am rather disappointed with the ambulance, i expected it to be the normal ambulance that's used for emergency...but it didn't came out as what i expected.

My first time sitting in an old and lousy ambulance made me regret to come to hospital that day.
Anyway we have transfer dad from SGH to Hospice.
SGH don't want to let my dad continue to stay there, now i know how cruel is the hospital. They just do anything to send you away just to occupied the space for the other paitents.
I still prefer SGH than the hospice.

Hospice - a nice way to say, will be a place for people to have a peaceful stay over there in order for them to recover well.., but another way to say the place is totally freaking horrible.
They serve ANY foods to my dad, which most of them my dad can't eat, if he eat he will shorten his life even faster.
I was so worried about the meals he'll be taking there. The doctors and nurses already put my dad into a " No hope " category, and even tell us that most of the paitents there can't survive 3 months, i finally understand why they say that by the foods they serve and their service there
-- totally sucks.

The worker ask my mom : " If anything happens to your husband, is there anyone who can help you in the financial problems? "...
We kept quiet, because our answer is obviously NO.
My dad's relatives never give a shit to help us in financial, and expect us to give my dad the best service we can get, but they never know where we get the money from.

Saving will be drained sooner or later.
Medical bills is so scary.

Nobody help us except my dad's kind boss.
We really owed him a lot.
From my own experience, i realised, relatives is only a bunch of shit people,who used their mouth to say.
"It's easier to say than to be done." - They simply don't understand this sentence, cos they're all so freaking rich, but never put out a bit of helping hand.

Even people who have no blood connections with us, helped us no matter what.
Financially or mentally.
I am so thankful to them.


but......
*Dad, we're still clinging hope on you, your boss already helped you so much so much, so much that we will never be able to repay his kindness.So please do not give up.......*

我爱你 froze in time on 6/22/2008 12:01:00 AM


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`I'M 19
`D.O.B : 09Nov90
`Graduated from BNSS
`Studying In NYP (2nd Yr)
`Diploma of Business Management(Retail)
`In a relationship

'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him.

This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008*

**..His Last Smile..**
> .さ。よ。な。ら
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