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Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Day 2, saddest moments in my life.
Yesterday afternoon about 2.40pm my mom call me while i was doing my Econs project ( so sorry to my group). She said my dad's is in bad condition so ask me to go down take a look. When i reach there, i saw my 2 gugu (my dad's sisters) crying bitterly, i thought what have happen, i went in to talk to dad, he was unable to talk to me, but he can hear me, he still response to what i have said. He keep struggling to keep his eyes open...than after awhile my brothers came, my kor told me, dad seems to be dying. I can't hold my tears, so i went to the toilet to cry. When everyone was at my dad's side , my uncle ( dad's younger bro) keep saying, :" you may rest in peace, follow the buddha, all your children have grown up, you may let go "
I keep thinking,
"What if my dad is stil able to live, it's seems like wanting him to die early, CHOY! Touch Wood. "
My dad keep ah -ahiing, seems like want to voice out, but he just couldn't speak as he got too much flame in his throat. Hais, anyway, luckily nothing happened to him.. phew.
I love you dad!

我爱你 froze in time on 7/16/2008 11:52:00 AM


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This is me
`I'M 19
`D.O.B : 09Nov90
`Graduated from BNSS
`Studying In NYP (2nd Yr)
`Diploma of Business Management(Retail)
`In a relationship

'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him.

This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008*

**..His Last Smile..**
> .さ。よ。な。ら
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I just like it!
1. Money!
2. BF
3. Family
4. Handphones
5. Sports =/
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My one and only
Nohara Shinnosuke
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