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Monday, July 14, 2008

Day 1 of the saddest moment in my life.
This morning the hospice's nurse call my mom to tell her that my dad have been shift to room 12 ( The single bed-room = for people who can't make it one.) as his condition is worsen. Yesterday i went to visit my dad, he said he can't see us, he can only hear us, but his hair is growing slowly, that's the only good thing i can say, afterall he lost all his hair when he dignosed brain cancer.
I am very depress of course, my mum have been arranging his funeral while he's still living, i know he will pass away anytime, but i really want it to happen so fast, i just couldn't accept the fact that i am losing my own dad when i am 18....no not even 18. I guess i will celebrate my birthday without him this year. He just can't wait for me, but i won't blame him, cos he didn't want that to happen too, but too bad he's fate to go, god want to bring him away from us..what can i do.
I just hope that he can be happy, i just want him to happy.
Man, donate some money to me ~ hehe

我爱你 froze in time on 7/14/2008 12:38:00 PM


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This is me
`I'M 19
`D.O.B : 09Nov90
`Graduated from BNSS
`Studying In NYP (2nd Yr)
`Diploma of Business Management(Retail)
`In a relationship

'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him.

This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008*

**..His Last Smile..**
> .さ。よ。な。ら
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I just like it!
1. Money!
2. BF
3. Family
4. Handphones
5. Sports =/
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The Band I'm In Love With
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My one and only
Nohara Shinnosuke
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