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Wednesday, July 2, 2008想回到过去我想回到过去。。。 Why this sentence never leave me... How i wish i can stop the time... How i wish i can hold on to you forever.... How i wish...my wish will ever come true..... Life have been perfect for me....always...until you fall down, and giving up.. Why me?... Why you?...... The warm hands of yours... The big hug you gave me when i was down.. The praises i always heard from your voice.. Why...ever since you forgave me for making a big mistake, you have been treating me so well. I felt so guilty and regretful. I have not been a good daughter... I remember the days u always wake me up in the morning, and we had breakfast everyday together.. You'll send me to school everyday.. You always send me to where ever i want to go..no matter how tired you are.. Why i didn't thought that you're tired already.... If i didn't make you angry.. If i didn't make you tired.. .... maybe you might not be like this.... My blog is full of you. My mind is full of our memories..either happy or sad.. all here. I can't stop my tears to drop whenever i think of you. I lost my smiles because of you.. It's tired to be strong. It's tired to bear.... I have tried to make you happy...have i done not enough? Why are you giving up........? WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *I will always keep this in my mind .. What you have told me today..2/6/2008 4pm+ (He hold my hand to him) Dad :" Qianru, i....can't wait for youu...." Myself : What do you mean?? Dad : Time..... I know you are in pain, and it not only physically but also mentally.. I know you are giving up... I really don't know what else to say..... Sorry dad, i am not a good daughter.* Some say, life is full of ups and downs. Mine is up, down,down,down,down,down and down. I fell down. And i never want to pick myself up again. Never. I hated being myself. 我爱你 froze in time on 7/02/2008 08:32:00 PM
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`I'M 19`D.O.B : 09Nov90 `Graduated from BNSS `Studying In NYP (2nd Yr) `Diploma of Business Management(Retail) `In a relationship 'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him. This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008* 
**..His Last Smile..**> .さ。よ。な。ら ______________________ I just like it!1. Money!2. BF 3. Family 4. Handphones 5. Sports =/ _____________________ The Band I'm In Love WithMayday 五月天
My one and onlyNohara Shinnosuke
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