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Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Day 2 of 49 / Day 2 of 100
Today is the last day of my dad's funeral.
He's ash is now place in the temple, same as my grandfather.
Today we sent him off about 10am + at mandai.
Today will be the last time i see my dad face to face, i'll never be able to see him in my life anymore.
Till now, i still can't believe my dad is gone.
From today onwards...
Nobody will talk about history with me ;
No warm hugs from daddy;
No more chance to call lao pa! ;
No one protect me when korkor bully me.

For 2 days I haven really been at home.
Now sitting at our sofa, every corners of the house reminds me of you.
Dad, you know the scariest distance between you and us ... is the World we live in is different.
Dad, how are you?
How is the place you are in?
Can you see or hear us?
Can you feel how much we missed you?
Do you still feel pain?

Sorry that we didn't cry while we're at your wake.
We are pretending to be strong.
Pretending to be strong so that mum will not fall.
Fall into depression
I am so tired.
I missed the times when you hold my hand tight.
You know what Dad?
Grandma cried so bitterly today ; so do i.
Today when we're picking your bones, i really can't believe that i am actually holding yours bones.



Dad, you know what... nothing can ever ever replace you in my heart. You're my sweetest dad ever.
How i wish our fate is longer.
Never mind, hope that next life, we'll be father & daughter.
I love you dad..


My heart is bleeding.
A scar that can never be remove.

我爱你 froze in time on 7/22/2008 07:27:00 PM


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This is me
`I'M 19
`D.O.B : 09Nov90
`Graduated from BNSS
`Studying In NYP (2nd Yr)
`Diploma of Business Management(Retail)
`In a relationship

'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him.

This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008*

**..His Last Smile..**
> .さ。よ。な。ら
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I just like it!
1. Money!
2. BF
3. Family
4. Handphones
5. Sports =/
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The Band I'm In Love With
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My one and only
Nohara Shinnosuke
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