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Tuesday, August 26, 2008

37 of 49 days.
Soon, these 49 days will be over, and dad will never come home anymore.
Yesterday i dreamt of dad again....
Ever since he passed away, i have always been dreaming about him.
He looked so healthy in my dream.
Still kicking alive
I was so happy when i see him again, but i will always wonder will this moment lasts...
The conclusion is ..... No.. it didn't.. once i wake up from my sleep.. dad's gone..,but yesterday's dream is weird..i saw dad below the building i was at..he was calling me to go home as it was very late at night already. He walked weakly back to the house he came out from. I feel that something bad was about to happen..so i quickly went down to find him...but no matter how i run... i just can't reach him...and soon after, i woke up from my dream..
Only in my dream, I can still see dad.
When i woke up, he's permantly gone.
I missed you so much dad.... so much..

我爱你 froze in time on 8/26/2008 11:30:00 AM


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This is me
`I'M 19
`D.O.B : 09Nov90
`Graduated from BNSS
`Studying In NYP (2nd Yr)
`Diploma of Business Management(Retail)
`In a relationship

'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him.

This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008*

**..His Last Smile..**
> .さ。よ。な。ら
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I just like it!
1. Money!
2. BF
3. Family
4. Handphones
5. Sports =/
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The Band I'm In Love With
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My one and only
Nohara Shinnosuke
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