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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

YoooHo~! Sorry for the late update of 28 September 2008 because i was very tired after working and the next day i was being lazy, so i update it today.
Sunday - A wonderful weather for F1, no more scorching hot, no wet seats.
BUT...a number of car skidded or even smashed onto the road block.
One word to describe the skidding part - SKIOK ! haha.
Nah..Just kidding, was kinda shocked at first, but get used to it later. I guess all the drivers who skidded didn't get serious injury. OH YA. Lewis got in 3rd~ hoho.
I supported Mercedes~
I have some photos to show, but due to the lousy phone camera i am holding, the picture wasn't that nice to see,but still...enjoy~ !

B6 Padang is the Grandstand where i worked for. The place where I have bonds with my colleagues. Some place that I'll never forget.
The picture was taken from the gigantic screen in front of Padang B Grandstand. I could only take from the screen in order to take some shots of the Porsche Asia Cup. (Anyway, this is the back of the cars)
This is taken during the race.., one of the Porsche skidded and another had his bumper dropped out. So unlucky.
HAHA, i know, it's lame.. but this is part of my uniform.
Can see the little tents in the photos? There'are the merchandise and F&B area.
Final Photo of The Grandstand I am working at.
That's the end.Bye bye


我爱你 froze in time on 9/30/2008 11:54:00 PM

Friday, September 26, 2008

Today is the first day of Singtel Singapore Grand Prix.
From 7am early this morning, it started raining heavily. I went out at 8am to Bedok MRT station.
The MRT station was packed with people due to the faulty problems with the ez-link card machines and the MRT. Luckily i still reach Gate 7 in time, and .. too early still.
I waited from 8.40am till 9.15am before i got the chance to tap in. Then i met my friend at gate 7 and went to the Padang Station where we're suppose to meet up our group. We walked all the way under the rain to Padang with no shelter which cause us to be 70% wet.
Luckily we have caps provided unlike the ticketing staffs, so at least we are kinda lucky in some way. From 9.30am-10.30am is our waiting time under the rain,then we were led to the basement of esplanade for our lunch..oh man, that lunch really don't taste good. hehe. I was stationed at Padang B6. And that photo above was taken while i am standing on the last floor of Padang Grandstand.

And this is how my work place looked like.
Most of my customers today are foreigners, and i must say..most of them are really friendly.
From 2pm - 4pm was the most suffering period thanks to the scorching sun after the heavy rain. Both of hands are 3/4 sunburned.
Oh ya..lastly I forgot to say, I am working as Usher in 2008 Formula 1.
Wasn't paid highly, yet, quite enjoyable because the colleagues there are quite friendly and the customers are polite.
The race was LOUD.
Haha, i guess lots of people can hear the sound just by standing around Suntec City or Bugis.
Before i go home, I served a sir to his seat and who knows his friend was Mr hew! My Economic teacher~ he say he will be there 3 days, so.. i guess i will see him 3 times too. haa.
My boyfriend was so jealous*
Because he keep saying other people paid to go in just to watch the F1 cars, yet i am being paid to watch the F1 cars. Haaa.
Nice! I made him really jealous this time.
And....today's most exciting part was when a white Porsche drifted a round and stopped the car suddenly as the driver was driving way too fast. Luckily he never bang into the bold rock walls. Porsche is a beautiful car, it's suppose to admire and drive nicely, not to bang to the wall..haha. Never mind, the safety of the driver is the most important, it's good to not see him bang..., hope he will drive carefully tomorrow. God bless....

我爱你 froze in time on 9/26/2008 11:35:00 PM

Monday, September 22, 2008

*64 days after your departure*
Dad, i hugged you real tight.. in my dream..did you feel it..?
Sorry i ask you not to leave me.
Sorry Dad, you may go. As far as you can. Don't you ever stop .. walking away from us
Don't look at us.
You should let go.
So do I...
Our promises will carve real deep in my heart...but dad, till now..I failed you. Sorry.
I have seen her cry again, I am sorry I am not that good to share her burden. I tried, and still trying...
3 more days to Singapore GP.
Kinda nervous..cos we are only briefly brief. haha. I merely don't understand what the fish she's talking. I only know, if got any big problems inform the manager or supervisor. haha. Confusing.
I saw some ex-bnss working there too..but different group from me.SOBS. heee.
Hope that I won't lost my way while working nor get sun burned.
Oh ya... yesterday's briefing session, while our group is at Esplanade area, got a palm size grasshopper came out from no where, and land on the hand of the girl in front of me...and she don't even take a look at what's that before smashing it. Gosh..., so gross.
I kept imagining..is the grasshopper really smashed? It'll be kinda bloody..haha.
I am not awaiting for 26 september .. haaa. It'll be boring. (Hope not)

我爱你 froze in time on 9/22/2008 10:43:00 PM

Saturday, September 13, 2008

56 of 100 days.
老爸 52岁 生日快乐
真遗憾，从今年开始再也不能和你一起过生日了
老爸，今天你的老板带了几个人来看车
看来你的车会被卖掉了，真舍不得
你也离开我们这么久了，我还是无法接受你一不在的实施
我烧了一张卡给你，不知道你会不会收到。
回想起一前，每次和你一起过生日时.....那么快乐
那样简简单单的生日派队....真让人怀念
我好想你啊 老爸

我爱你 froze in time on 9/13/2008 02:29:00 PM

Thursday, September 4, 2008

48 of 49 days
Tomorrow will be dad's 49th day.
Hais....
I still can't believe he's gone...it's still so difficult to believe.
Every night i will look at his photos in my phone.
I wanted to cry so badly, but I'm worried that mum will see...
I dreamt of dad yesterday.
I hugged him so tightly..worrying that he will leave me again.
Why dad looked so healthy in my dream?
How i wish this dream is reality.
How i wish time can turn back.

I still remember there's once i sprained my left feet while I'm still working part-time at Bugis.
Every night, when i reached home, dad will take the chinese medicine and massage my feet for me because he know that i don't dare to go see the chinese doctor.
Dad will always wait for me to return home before he sleeps.
He sometimes will wait at my block's down stair for me to return home as he know that I'm scare of dark.
This all happened this year.
It's just within a year. I got his love ... and .. i also lost him.
Refer back to my blog, on march 2008
I said i missed my brother's birthday celebration due to work.
Actually that day my in-charge don't allow me to go home, but somehow i felt that, that might be the last time we have a birthday celebration of a whole family.
So i almost cried out when she don't allow me to go home, only after my colleague persuaded her, she then gave me the permission to go home. I was so delighted, but still i missed it and it indeed became the last birthday celebration we can celebrate together with dad.
Next week, dad's car will be returning to his boss.
As this car is useless to us without dad. Since the boss bought it for him, now he's gone, we shall return.
I'll miss this car so bad.
After all, it contained lots of memories.
If i can, i wished to buy this car from his boss... too bad i couldn't drive.
Dad use this car to fetch me to school every morning, from secondary 4 to 5. Too much memories.


03 September 2008
My boyfriend's 20th birthday.
I bought him a 21cm strawberry shortcake.
(It's bcos he's a glutton)











Hehee, now than i realise my phone can make this effect while taking photo.
So i took one with my dear.
At marina square, after dinner.
We went to paris at MS for dinner.
HAHA, paris again.
We went there last year during my birthday.
Actually we wanted to go swisshotel to eat, but after taking a look, i think their foods don't really look nice.




Nokia 6500 (black)
This is the birthday present i bought for my dear, though it's not a expensive present, but still, he love it very very much. haha. (Good~)






Happy birthday to you my dear!

我爱你 froze in time on 9/04/2008 08:01:00 PM


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`I'M 19
`D.O.B : 09Nov90
`Graduated from BNSS
`Studying In NYP (2nd Yr)
`Diploma of Business Management(Retail)
`In a relationship

'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him.

This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008*

**..His Last Smile..**
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