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Thursday, May 28, 2009

Counting down...3 days to the arrival of my The Sims 3!! Oh yeah oh yeah~~
But sadly, I don't have the time to play with it until my June term break.
Having my Marketing ; Japanese Lang ; Retail and Law Ica next week..can just die.
AND AND AND! Today my Finance's balance sheet couldn't balance. oh man.it's so sickening...
I hate accounts + finance. They're real killers.

我爱你 froze in time on 5/28/2009 05:54:00 PM

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Recently I have fallen in love with the sky. Everyday the shape of the cotton-like clouds keep changing, I have never seen them repeat itself before. Looking at clouds make me feel peaceful.
Oh yeah...dumpling day just arrived few days ago. So I keep receiving dumplings from my relatives and keep eating it. Man...I 'll look like a dumpling sooner or later.
Oh..in case you don't know how a dumpling looks like.....

Nah. This is the dumplings I get to eat everyday...since dumpling day. Sick of it.

Friday I went to ASTON at Katong with my BF for dinner. Heee. Beef Steak-Medium. Nice yeah..It's yummy. I love Beef Steak. =D.



我爱你 froze in time on 5/24/2009 04:11:00 PM

Was kinda boring..sick of doing project research. Hated discussions. Loathed Projects!
Man..this is the first project this year...am I dying that soon...? So I randomly surfing the net and found this. I did a survey on my own.


Depression Signs and Symptoms
Clinical depression is distinguished from situational depression by length and severity
-Feelings of helplessness and hopelessness YEAH!
-Loss of interest in daily activities WHAT IS SUPPOSE TO MY DAILY ACTIVITIES?
-Appetite or weight changes YEAH!
-Sleep changes (Either insomnia, especially waking in the early hours of the morning, or oversleeping ) YEAH! i CAN HAVE ENDLESS OF SLEEP..
-Psycho motor agitation or retardation (Either feeling “keyed up” and restless or sluggish and physically slowed down.) I AM RETARDED.
-Loss of energy (Feeling fatigued and physically drained.) SICK AND TIRED.
-Self-loathing I HATE ME.
-Concentration problems YEAH!


So after this survey it's obvious that I have depression right? Nah... if really it's true there will be a lot of depress people around. My main problem is.., no one understands me..even myself. I lose.


我爱你 froze in time on 5/24/2009 12:25:00 AM

Sunday, May 17, 2009


Yeah! Just now my boyfriend came over and pass me The Sims 3 pre-order card. So happy.

He said : So now you can cancel one of the sentence in your wishlist?

Me: Yeah!

Thanks dear =)


我爱你 froze in time on 5/17/2009 07:03:00 PM

" I wanna be single forever!!!"
Woosh. Tired of relationship. Tired of quarrels. Tired of "friendship VS romance". Tired of nagging. Tired of his "F" attitude. Omg. Enough of all these. When can I get my freedom again? I feel like as if I am forced to stay in this sickening place to face "him!"
Sometimes I really feel like tearing him apart. (Sounds fierce huh, yeah.., the truth is...I'm always fierce)

Relationship is something that will tied you down due to some sort of weirdy reasons.
Especially when the partner wasn't from the same country as yours.
Falling in love is good, but being together for a long time really sucks.
Especially when the person still can't understand you well when we're together for so long.
Is it right to tied someone down just because you're girlfriend/boyfriend?
I don' t think so, it's alright to continue life like a singlehood isn't. Anyway, we're not committed into marriage. (I really can't imagine if I do...)
I just want a boyfriend that doesn't disturb me when I'm busy, shut up when I asked him to, admit the mistakes that he did, spend time with me more than his friends - is it too much?....

我爱你 froze in time on 5/17/2009 12:44:00 AM

Thursday, May 14, 2009


Yesterday I took a photo of a moth which is flying around my house, but it ended up in the heaven. Sobs. Mom smacked it with a newspaper. Nice colour yeah? 1st time see a orange-yellow colour moth. Hmm.. 2 more weeks to ICA 1. Man, pray pray..hope that I can do well for financial and accounts. *pray...pray...


我爱你 froze in time on 5/14/2009 09:21:00 PM

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Today I had my 1hour plus National Education of " The History of Singapore". Though I have watch these kind of videos a lot of times during secondary school's SS lesson, but I still enjoy it. Thanks to a great leader,our lives now is a lot better than the past. =) I am lucky to be a Singaporean.
I am curious about something..., why recently I always smell weird stuff when I am in the bus..?Now is the "fart-ing" season is it? Why I'll always smell something that really sinks in the bus..almost everyday, really can't tolerate. Oh my..these people can you please "fart" when you alight? It's so inconsiderate.
For this sem, I really like retail studies lesson. After this lesson than I realise that Singapore will have a lot of new shopping malls..by 2010.. maybe. Like Orchard Central,Ion, 313, City Square, IR at Marina..that's all I can remember. In future Singapore will be a Shopping Paradise, only for people who can afford to.. hee, but still I am not in the mood to shop recently. Wait till I got my own income than I will start shopping again =). That's all for today. Bye.

我爱你 froze in time on 5/13/2009 08:16:00 PM

Saturday, May 9, 2009

我的天
你是我最崇拜的人
也是我最依赖的人
只要有你就是天堂
你的心就像天那么大
一支照亮着我
伤心难过都被你带走
你的痛苦
没人知道
失去了你我才真正知道
原来你一直是那么爱我
如今只能照片来取代
取代你的存在
。
。
。
永远爱你，
芊如

我爱你 froze in time on 5/09/2009 12:28:00 AM

Sunday, May 3, 2009

After 1st week of school, I am flooded with tutorials again. Haven been having this feeling for a long time. Sad to say, I am having an E-quiz tomorrow yet I still can't absorb any information given in the notes... I am dying soon. I hated school!!.. Hee. Who love it anyway?..

我爱你 froze in time on 5/03/2009 09:50:00 PM


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This is me
`I'M 19
`D.O.B : 09Nov90
`Graduated from BNSS
`Studying In NYP (2nd Yr)
`Diploma of Business Management(Retail)
`In a relationship

'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him.

This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008*

**..His Last Smile..**
> .さ。よ。な。ら
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I just like it!
1. Money!
2. BF
3. Family
4. Handphones
5. Sports =/
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The Band I'm In Love With
Mayday 五月天
My one and only
Nohara Shinnosuke
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