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Monday, June 15, 2009




The date is nearer. One year is coming.
Heart will collapse soon.....
I have taken down my smile today and fell into sadness.
I tried so hard to cry without making a sound.
I tried so hard to make my eyes not to be red nor swollen.
I'm tired. The days are over.
I had to accept and adapt.
Today I felt that everything crush me so hard that I had to .... cry.
Sounds funny? I don't cry, it's just..so not me.
It seems like fate want to take everything you left away.
I wish I can never stop dreaming.
Only in dream, I can see you. Hug you.
We're so far apart. I can never reach you anymore.
I don't expect people to understand how much I love you.
I missed those days. When you're around.
Protect me from falling.
I used to feel secured.
Not now anymore.
You have changed everything in my life.
I am sick of going home. In fact, I hate home.
How I wish i can share my burden with you.
Why am I keep forcing myself not to cry?
会 很会伪装我自己
我的声音在笑 泪在飙
为何我的真心 你听不到

我爱你 froze in time on 6/15/2009 11:23:00 PM


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This is me
`I'M 19
`D.O.B : 09Nov90
`Graduated from BNSS
`Studying In NYP (2nd Yr)
`Diploma of Business Management(Retail)
`In a relationship

'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him.

This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008*

**..His Last Smile..**
> .さ。よ。な。ら
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I just like it!
1. Money!
2. BF
3. Family
4. Handphones
5. Sports =/
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The Band I'm In Love With
Mayday 五月天
My one and only
Nohara Shinnosuke
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