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Monday, December 14, 2009


Time reveals a man's heart
Today, one of my team mate say that I seems to have a wall barrier between myself and other people. I used to be really quiet in school, because I always believe that the more I say, the more I will get hurt. I thought I had already leave that kind of life, but now I am back here again.
Alright, I should be used to it, because I came from there too.
How to suppress my emotions?
How long do I have to?
I always leave bad impression to others.
I guess that is who I am.
I don't want to explain.
I don't want to see nor hear.
Cos I believe what mine is mine.
Love can be simple, but friendship can't.
I don't want friends, not a single friend I want.
It will only cause wound & pain.
I am totally totally enough of that.
IF YOU HATE ME, PLS STAY FAR FAR AWAY FROM ME.
Saying words that hurt people isn't fun.
You'll get karma.

Daddy, I realised your over protection make me impossible to stand up for myself.
I need my wall barrier to protect myself.
I don't want to fall down anymore.
I want to learn to be fearless.
Daddy, give me some strength will you...?

我爱你 froze in time on 12/14/2009 08:02:00 PM


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This is me
`I'M 19
`D.O.B : 09Nov90
`Graduated from BNSS
`Studying In NYP (2nd Yr)
`Diploma of Business Management(Retail)
`In a relationship

'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him.

This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008*

**..His Last Smile..**
> .さ。よ。な。ら
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I just like it!
1. Money!
2. BF
3. Family
4. Handphones
5. Sports =/
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The Band I'm In Love With
Mayday 五月天
My one and only
Nohara Shinnosuke
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