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Saturday, December 12, 2009

France, Nice

I have the opportunity to go France for school exchange programme, a 4 months study trip. These few days I have been thinking whether I should apply or not. It's kinda expensive. But it is my dream, backpacking, diving, tour Europe. A dream that is really difficult to reach, it's now offered to me, should I apply or no? Anyway even if I applied, it doesn't mean that they will choose me. What should I do??

After these few weeks in BSC, after all, some people had shown her true colour, a bad side of hers. Actually, I don't intend to.....make it worst. Actually I am really enjoying my life in BSC. I am happy. Really. But I really don't understand, how come human's thoughts can be so complicated. I am sick and tired of it. I am exhausted almost everyday. I can feel that heart beats is going slower. How I wish I can just close my eyes and wait for everything to fall upon me. Why every steps I have taken hurts me.

Can I just stop breathing with you.

I choose to be with you.

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我爱你 froze in time on 12/12/2009 11:28:00 PM


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This is me
`I'M 19
`D.O.B : 09Nov90
`Graduated from BNSS
`Studying In NYP (2nd Yr)
`Diploma of Business Management(Retail)
`In a relationship

'I have lost someone who means a lot to me, from that day, I've been alone in my journey to future. Living in despair, the only reason to live is to fulfill my promises to him.

This Heart is dead ever since.*20.07.2008*

**..His Last Smile..**
> .さ。よ。な。ら
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I just like it!
1. Money!
2. BF
3. Family
4. Handphones
5. Sports =/
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The Band I'm In Love With
Mayday 五月天
My one and only
Nohara Shinnosuke
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